Dawn of a new day has come.

great day!!!

2005-08-15T13:36:00.000+08:00

Yawnz....juz woke up...cuz e day before i wen drinkin wif ray,xiong & ah shit til 4am den wen home.Next day early morning gotta wake up sooo early cuz meetin my 5 daughters 2 go e ndp carnival...yawnz...im so tired now...ok...lets see...yesterday...we were walkin ard e whole shop in Marina South goin thru briefly some of e displays cuz e weather was damn hot den ended up inside e total defence booth wic was A/C,cuz my 5 princess were gonna melt under e hot sun so took them n place dem under e A/C n cool them down...
After dat wen 2 infantry's booth 2 see wats new or hot...den i came across my ORD videoi was lyk OMG!!!look its my battelion!!!oh...best infantry!!!so i juz stunned there like got noes how long n saw e whole video...suddenly my tears started 2 well up in my eyes, cuz its lyk once in our life 2 yrs of our time has ended...cuz e videos were playin e highlight of my NS life den i rmb e days dat i've spent in there was very memorable...den came our success thru atec..wah..long way 2 come man...okok enuff bout tis...cont my topic...anyway zinc keep askin me 2 go but i juz stood down there til e whole show was over...den aft dat i kept quiet all e way wic i din realise til zinc ask me y im so quiet...but den at dat point of time i cant lyk juz tell her i feelin sad right???all so happy den i later dampen their spirits lyk very spoilsport lor...
Continue walkin ard cuz we had a naval ride wic was a 330pm den we juz wen back 2 e total def booth n blow some more a/c lor...cuz e weather was damn hot lor...goin there was a very bad mistake man...i was lyk a prisoner facin a panel of judge who would soon sentence me 2 death lor...kaoz...keep askin bout me n kaiyin...told them not 2 ask anymore n they kept askin..ah bish...aiya no matter wat i say they also won't believe unless i say i lyk her den they'll believe..so u see how unreasonable they are???wahahha bo pian bo pian...got this kind of ah pa get tis kind of ah girl ahahaha...den aft dat wen 4 e ride..wic took us ard e naval display n actually brought us right in2 e LST ship...wahhhhh...so eh hem..dunnno how 2 say...electrfyin ah e feelin..1st time sia...den unloaded n was bein shown a tour of e whole Ship..wah seh e place is big lor,nope wrong i should say its HUMONGOUS!!!!wahahaha...so many passageway up & down e deck thru so many water tight doors den end up in e wheelhouse wic is where they control e ship's movement...macham start wars ah!!!so Zhai!!all computerised..stil got aircon some more..see beh shiok ah...damn should hav sign on navy in e very 1st place...wahahaha...den aft e tour waited at e lower deck 4 e FCEP 2 bring us back...waited lyk eternity be4 e craft finallyb showed up...on e way back my hp was robbed by mag n zinc den i was lyk aiya wat e hell...den they kept laffin 2 themselves lor..i was lyk shit!wat happen!anyway wat happen im not gonna say..this part is stil under TOP SECRET!hahaha...aft dat wen 4 dinner @ marina square den wen over 2 esplanade 2 catch e fireworks but damn it lor kena block by trees n some ppl cant really enjoyed or see e whole fire works lor...was lyk able 2 see bit n pieces of it nia...hmmmm but at dat time i was damn happy...heheeehehee...aft dat wen 2 catch Charlie n e choc Fty...a very funny show....made me balls laffin all e way wahahha...aft dat wen home cuz it was very late le...my princess stil gotta go sch next day...den hurry them 2 mrt station 2 board e last train home...

memories comes rolling back...

2005-08-13T15:52:00.000+08:00

was juz watching e repeat telecast of NDP,den realise how much i actually miss those days...n yet i kept tellin my girls not to look back n yet i look back...hahhaa..sigh..anyway,last nite i was cyclin past City hall & Padang,den i was like so shocked cuz it juz change alot le lor...aft cyclin past den i told myself dat...ya...ndp tis chapter in my life is closed le..can only look back thru it as a memories...anyway i juz wanna tell all my orchids THANK YOU!...for giving me a very memorable experience...xie xie...

sigh...

2005-08-12T15:38:00.000+08:00

Another day has pass...it seems lyk ndp had juz started e day b4 n ended ystday...yawnz...damn!times moves so fast it juz makes us wanting it 2 slow down n take a rest...but anyway,since it has already passed...im now charging forward 2 take control of my destiny rather den it havin been controled by other events....whooohoooo...nv even go sch 2day cuz it was raining,den i juz fell back 2 sleep ahahhaa...pig??me??ya i admit im 1 yawnz..so tired...sigh...

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so long to my life.....

2005-04-12T16:38:00.000+08:00

Its been sometimes since i last blog...been having lotsa troubles lately and well finally i've straighten somethings out already....*clap clap*
Anyway im now having a cool off period with my gf,so as to give each of us some space 2 breath and also sort things out....anyway been real busy with helpin out my dad's company...so yeah dat actually keeps me occupied in e meantime i've got no gf, no camp,no NDP, and also no aunty agony...sighz....buai buaiz!!!

my ATEC dayz in Crescendo

2005-04-03T19:36:00.000+08:00

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2005-04-03T19:00:00.000+08:00

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2005-04-03T01:46:00.000+08:00

To that special someone who finally let me made made up my mind here's a big THANK YOU! And by the way thankz for e roasted skin also ah!!! "$#^$@#&#^"

Well apart from that...its been a very tiring week for me since wed to begin with, didn't slept well on tuesday night, slept bout only 4 hrs before heading down to MOE for my NDP meeting, felt damn grumpy, but had no choice so gotta go on with it...aft meeting went 2 LOT 1 for lunch with my frenz, played some billard, and by the way im getting sucky at that already...shit!

Went sch at 2pm reach there start practise...not too bad and not really any good also, cuz the students were beginning to rebel so had 2 give some students a reality check by yelling at them...lol...and that actually made me angry also at the same time grrrrl...damn e kids!

Aft dat, headed over to my gf's place cuz i was meeting e guys for some online gaming,before that was trying damn hard to log in to blogger and MSN but it took me foreva and also in e process of getting those things running pissed me of real bad also...with that attitude wen playing WC3 with them, had some misunderstanding before i knew it i had already exploded....hurled all my abuse on anything i can see and touch...aft dat stil cant log in msn den went to sleep le...too tired and angry 2 do anything liaoz, cuz anyway got guard duty e next day.....

Went back camp on thursday for my guard....nothing great happened, juz dat i risked my head for somethings which i wasn't suppose to do...apart from that no big deal le...

Come friday aft guard duty wen back bunk thought i could rest some more cuz i didn't slept e night before, but den i juz kept tossing and turning til i finally got 2 close my eyes and i was woken up to go NDP training le sianz...sigh....went LOT 1 met wk ovt and p-boy, with andy and jimmy played some billard again but i refrained cuz i was too tired and had not much time left le so didn't wanna play...aft dat wen CCKSS for training, and dat day was e 1st time e students from e stage cast wen into e field, cuz all along they were practising in e hall....went in...and many complained cuz Dan wanted them 2 practise longer for 'Uncle Chong' to see den no break and coupled wif the crummy air ( cuz it rained dat day ) and e sun was shining n made e air super humid which i myself couldn't take it let alone e kids...finally couldn't hold back i asked Dan to give e kids a break cuz some were getting fatigue and restless le...break came and went, back 2 training in no time it was time 2 go home!!!wahahhaa went home...found no one at home again as usual...getting very cold le e house, it got no life at all juz e concrete walls sigh...waited 4 Kumaran 2 pass me his casing so dat i can begin fixing it 4 him...bout 9pm den he came...pass me and told me dat his gonna give me another of his casing for FREE!!!!ahaha...prod back home carrying a plastic bag and 2 casing luckily e casing were light...reached home started work on e comp but e freaking comp would juz boot up,,,,dunno y also...rechecked everything trying 2 find out where i did wrong but i juz couldn't find it....den 'aunt agony' smsed me 2 reply me den sms wif her den she complained dat she cant login 2 msn den was busy complaining 2 her bout the comp and she whine also, in the end i cant take it anymore juz gave up fixing it cooked myself porridge and she cursed me,ended up i scalded my hands thanks to her...aft eating sms wif her for awhile before going for a shower cuz too sticky and hot...aft dat sms her again aft my bath n was lying on my bed wen i asked her whether if she wanna tok on e phone wif me.She said yes den i told her wait cuz i was doin something, but in actual fact i was smoking ahahahaa,was listening to Eminem's Mockingbird den told her 2 wait den heard Carrie chong saying a lil story wic at dat time was so fitting 4 e mood i was in, which was not any good....called her, poured all my problems 4 her 2 listen and she gave some good advice which i listened and dats y i called her my 'aunt agony' hehehee.....damn good listener...will call her in future if i got anymore problems....and i bet its coming soon.....

Well....think i juz got e most long winded blog prize 2day...so bloody long...muhahaha 1st time ah...aiyo finger pain le...ciaoz....

DAMN MY BLOG!!!! ( some improvement indeed! )

2005-03-28T19:58:00.000+08:00

ARGH! Freak!!!Damn it my blog is acting up again shit you!grrrl....Pissed off...so why was i cursing and swearing???damn my F***ing blog cuz this is a repost damn!guess theres some bug in my blog which actually nv posted it, instead it juz bacame 'poof' Blank....juz shoot me!haiz...okok repost jiu repost...yawnz...did some minor changes 2 my blog change e template did some tweaking to e template add some links in and also added a taggy...took me 3hrs lolx...bloody unproductive....haha nvm since i got all e time in e world might as well do something 2 cure my boredom....gonna go back camp le later boring...go back also nothin 2 do.its like they want us back 2 clean up e place cuz for 2 mths we've been clearing offz since CRESCENDO *clap clap*guess we're e slackest unit in SAF muahahahaha gtg ciaoz.....

Breaking down Part 2

2005-03-28T03:11:00.000+08:00

Here's where i left off of last nites blog....i dun really know what to write now....feels so empty...gosh...if only...
last nite i stopped at my family problem rite??ok.....gonna continue now...although i felt that my mum was at fault, but the things she told me points to the fact that my dad was the wrongdoer...n last night same thing happened...my dad told me his side of stories...so who should i believe???i'm at a total lost right now, i dunno who to turn to who can understand my situation & also be objective bout it....sad to say i think i can only survive on my own.....feel like leaving sgp aft my 21st bday 2 states,look 4 my aunt...n have a look at july the 4th...at least i've peace there w/o havin my gf bugging me, hearing my parents argue and juz leave all the shit behind n hide for the time being....yes i'm running away...but i don't care much already....i don't care what ppl say as long as i can protect myself i'll be more then willing to do it....sigh...NEXT!
I'm stopping here not really in the sane of mind 2 blog anymore...ciaoz...

Breaking down....

2005-03-26T23:27:00.000+08:00

The real reason of having this blog was to write down my thoughts or should i say my life story since this is what a diary is all about....toll now i've yet to really write down in detail of my life, but its going to change soon cuz i seriously can't communicate with people but my problems...because i've found out that im becoming more of a person who does not like to talk, when it comes to my personal problem...yesterday and today was my most miserable day having to be content with a divorce issue surfacing from my parents, my total insecurity of my future after my NS...and also my girlfriend who has been giving me great pressure about her birthday...so from today onwards i'll start blogging in details if my problems...not that im looking for sympathy or asking people to empathize with my situation, but its just that with so many things happening and i keeping mum bout it has caused me a great deal of distress...which i hope by blogging would keep me sane from all the life crisis im facing now....
While blogging halfway, my dad called me...and only after i put down the phone with him did i realise that my mum is back to her old bags of tricks again...of making my dad piss...and you know what???the divorce was not initiated by my dad!although it has not been through the procedure, but i guess my dad was all along the innocent party made an aggressor...so how??damn...ok seems like this issue i can solve it nevermind but i guess im being partial to my dad now although i did say i wanna remain objuective bout it...stop here continue later on, my WC# is calling me...

long gone...

2005-03-25T03:18:00.000+08:00

haiz...long time no blog le...sianz...its been a whirlwind month 4 me...busy with my wargaming and also had no time for e NDP practice guess 'uncle' Chong is real pissed bout that...haha...yikes...now finally im here blogging...
So what really happened 2 me this month??start off with the first week aiz...hmm....did i write bout that already???Oh..i did blog it down...ah fark it den...had been asking around that someone 2 help me with my blog but,till now it hasn't happened...anyway i dun wanna bother her bout this trival stuffs anymore,since i got shitloads of off..i might as well do something productive and stop being a hindrence to her...hmmm....i don't know why but i'm just freaking pissed bout her k?so if anytime in the near future she's reading this motherfucking blog;I just wanna say thanks but no thanks for your help!....so what if i'm vulgur?you think i give a hoot bout it??no! i i've long since gave no thoughts to anybody's feeling when i myself had been hurt all the time!....so in short! FUCK YOU!<---not u miao, dun worry...
Wow that feels much better....ok lets get proper...had my wargaming this whole month called EX BOLD ARROW....basically just have to sit in front of the comp n control the soldiers...fun??not in a correct person's mind till you've went through the countless of training and also sit through 12hrs shifts in front of the comp and only sleep less then 6 hrs per day in e afternoon by the way my shift was 2000hrs to 0800hrs....and the first day i didn't slept for like wat sunday 1pm til tuesday 11am....wah!46hrs!!!!my new record!!!ahahhaa freak....anyway just shoot me cuz im gonna end here and my bed is askin me 2 keep it accompany.....ciaoz...

The end is near...

2005-03-05T13:48:00.000+08:00

whoa!long time no pen down my thoughts le ah! confirm got one long page 2day....hmmm..lets start off wif e day last week....my NDP training last Wed, morning went for meeting at MOE, was raining so wore a jacket nv had breakfast, slept late e night before den crowded bus.....AND TADAH!!!nearly blacked out on e bus scary....luckily i was holding on 2 the pole if not i would have juz slump 2 e ground or worst knock into others.....nvm nvm nvm....but juz as how i started my day in a bad shape...my training went badly as well, felt sick never teach properly, kids not interested , i angry they suffer then all not happy....hahaha what e hell....
Now friday...had a parade for e commanders who were gonna ORD this monthsaw them in no.1 uniform wah piang wish could be me...but nvm nvm nvm......but what worried me e most was that whats gonna happen 2 me when i ORD???work?study?or Ah Sia??haiz....now i wish 2 extend my ORD date...dun wish 2 ORD so soon haven settle my stuffs yet....but....nvm nvm nvm as a saying goes 'let nature take its course' so if nature can't take its course, just kicked e f**ker back in place...hahahathink i better work 2wards my licence 1st ah...

another day has past....

2005-02-26T17:00:00.000+08:00

Poor me this week is totally hell for me man....stay in camp do nothing and rot inside there,nearly made me went crazy ah!Nvm hmmm.....had my NDP training yesterday....nearly made 1 of my student cried....no i didn't bully her but its jus dat she WAS a reserve mah den she not in the formation she was so disappointed that she jus sat aside n contemplate how to cry i guess haha...even her teacher also notice and asked,and i myself also had a hard time telling the teacher.....well....being a AI is not a fun thing, gotta be the bad guy all the time....haiz.....but i told the teacher that if any1 is not up to standard i'll replace her with e reserve...by the way the reserves' name is Michelle....Anyway theres this indian girl who looks blur all the time that i had to pull her out n put Michelle in and viola!problem solved!hehee...but the indian girl how ah????haiz...thats wednesday's problem le...keke

help!

2005-02-20T20:52:00.000+08:00

been trying to edit moi own skin,but guessed i failed terribly help!!!!ergh....nvm aft nxt week can continue try 2 figure e HTML out...hehehe life is so good wen ur gonna ORD!!!!!haha time 2 clear some leaves & off....hmmm...guess i better plan my off & leaves so i no need go back camp 4 3 mths!!!!!hahaha if i dun screw up my plan all will be fine til i ....ORD!!!hmmm....NDP 05....last NSF highkey event le so i muz put in my best!!!when are they gonna reveal whose e BCU???hmmm.....arghhhhhzzzz dinner is callin me buaiz.....

Birth of a new blog

2005-02-20T15:44:00.000+08:00

Well there goes my first time hahaha,been wantin 2 do a online postin of my life but only up til now im able...so juz wait awhile ya....cuz im very tied up for tis few days wif lotsa projects......